just something in me

Something in me ask me to stay on in KL for one more year.

I can’t explain myself.

Maybe as my fren says… maybe God telling u to stay on.

I really don’t know.

My path ahead of me is bright if i stay on.

But is this what I am call for?

Is this what I want?

I am at a cross road.

Finance vs Experience

Finance vs Experience?? Which shall prevail?

I am reaching a crossroad. Only one road can i choose.

Please tell me. Which path should I choose?

Should I go for more experience before thinking of money?

Or should I just go now?

I decided to continue remain in this field… at least for now.

But where is the question now.

Where should I go? Or should I stay?

But I can only choose one…. Finance vs Experience.

Which path should I go?

Time

Is no longer the time for me to think but to decide.

Is no longer the time for me to wait but to act upon.

Is no longer the time for me to dream but to do fulfill my dream.

Is no longer the time for me to wish, to see, to hope….

but to move on.

I do not wanna let time passed me by without knowing it.

I want to live my time to the fullness.

To fulfill my desires.

To achieve my goals.

To many, I may seem stupid if I leave everything that I have or going to have.

But life is short…. enjoy to the fullness.

At least, later in life, I bear no regrets and can seriously  say…. I LIVED MY LIFE TO THE FULLNESS!!!!!

Is being too long

Is being too long I haven’t slow things down.

Is being too long I haven’t think for myself.

Is being too long I haven’t tell myself what do i want.

I been thinking for others.

Is time to be selfish.

To take things slowly.

To slow down my pace.

Before there is none left in me to go forward.

my 25 random things…

1. I’m a twin…. people claims that I am the Evil twin ( which i denied and put you to strict proof).
2. I’m wanna go backpacking in 2 years time. Go UK smoke weed, Holland eat brownies,…… Agreed to do it with someone.
3. I speak chinese with an english slang, despite me coming from a chinese school and having took mandarin in SPM (btw, despite contrary beliefs, I did passed my chinese in SPM).
4. I hate OFFICE POLITCS. WHY??? Refer to No. 16.
5. My 1st ambition…… POSTMAN!!!! Don’t ask me why. I was still in kindergarten then.
6. I HATE reading. My mom once ask me to read a book. I said it will take me 5 years to read. I still hate reading… in general.
7. I LOVE cute deco stuffs. Hey, there’s a kid in everyone rite?
8. I NEED to exercise. Gaining too much weight lately.
9. I can’t speak until i was 6 years old. My parents will take me n my ‘angel’ twin for some terrifying foot massage. That was pain.
10. COFFEE… can’t live without it.
11. STRESS… can live without it.
12. I eat almost anything. I meant anthing edible la.
13. I need to have a LIFE outside my office.
14. Some say I am noisy. Some say I am quiet. Which U think I am? Why? see No. 15.
15. I think faster than I say. So by the time I wanna say, u guys have already change topic.
16. Backstabber, shoe polisher, loose mouth….. are people that should not be near me. Coz I HATE U.
17. BOOZE…. can I have one now?
18. PUFFS…. I need one now.
19. I am so bad at remember names. So next time u see me, just tell me who you are before u wanna say anything. If not, instead of listening to what ur talkin about, I be thinkin who the hell r u.
20. girlfriend? NONE. gal frenz? PLENTY
21. Used to play the guitar. Muz pick it back now. To release stress n tension n coz of No.20 above.
22. I can’t stand PRINCESS attitude. Just make me wanna puke…. AT U:P
23. Needs to save more money from now on. Why? Refer No. 2.
24. Worked/working for ladies bosses all this while.

AND LASTLY!!!
25. WORK is WORK!! PLAY is PLAY!! Be more professional, please?