Play nice! Don’t be NASTY!!!!

Can’t we play nice, Don’t be so nasty,k??

This morning I started my day in work with a nasty Email I received from a client.

He sent it to me,and cc to his boss and my 2 bosses.

He was accusing me wrongly and trying to put the blame on me.

And also wanna my boss to do something about it.

Luckily, I was calm this morning. I did not call this “client” after reading his ‘exciting’ Email.

Instead, I ask my boss what should I do next.

I explained to her and told her frankly that it was in no way my fault at all.

Thank God, She did not blamed me and instead trusted me.

And she deal this matter for me.

But, later in the afternoon, he had the guts to call my office.

And so happen I took up the phone.

As expected, he was trying to make a spagegoat out of me for his mistake.

But I stood firm (without even raising my voice..like a cool cat…so proud of myself:) ) 

He couldn’t find his scapegoat from me, he wanna speak to my boss.

And haha….kena marah by my boss!!!:)

So, please don’t ever ever send such nasty emails to anyone.

If there is a problem, talk it out and solve it.

Not finding a scapegoat.

It still doesn’t solve the problem.

NASTY actions will soon come back and bite you in your @$$!!!

Note: RAPIDKL should just close down. Service is reall bad already. And monthly pass has now increase to RM100.

Ok, I don’t wanna scold people liao tonight!! I wanna bath and continue my work.

Heaven? earth? or hell?

“There’s hell, earth and heaven. Guess where I am working now?”

This was my friend’s nickname.

I replied “I’m on earth working n living like hell, and wish to be now in heaven!”

True. It’s true.

Pray for me…. give me more patience, less grumbly, more smile, less mistakes, more sleep, less scolding.

Amen. 

Do you know why?

Do you know why most lawyers quit this profession after 5 years?

coz they work like shit for 15 hours a day.

Do you know why most lawyers lose interest in the legal profession?

coz they face it day and nite, nite n day. NOTHING ELSE!

Do you know why most lawyers are not easily to be approached?

coz their fees are so cut-throated.

Do you know why their fees is so cut-throated?

coz that is the best thing they know.

Don’t think a lawyer’s life is so glamours, so happy, so easy.

Nothing comes cheap, and certainly nothing comes free.

Their fees are so high, also coz they spent most of their time doing nothing but law, law and law.

I can’t.  But I can’t.

NO LIFE!!! Call me lazy but this is not the life I want!! 

To be normal is abnormal!!!

Anyone who disagree with me, please please tell me.

Everybody wants to be somebody.

Everybody wants to be someone.

Everybody doesn’t want to be a anybody.

Everybody doesn’t want to be a nobody.

Who do you want to be?

This thought just came to me while i was on my way home from work today. It was a long and tiring day, but better than some days.

I was thinking, if we are satisfied to be anybody, than we will have no aim in life.

Is because we want to be somebody that we have dreams and desire.

My aim is to finish my 9 months chambering soaring.

Knowing that those sleepless nights and scoldings was not wasted.

I am working hard towards my goal.

Knowing that failure is not an option makes me push harder.

Is it stressful and tired? Yes.

Is there moments of quiting? Hell yes.

Is there times of screaming at the top of my lungs just for the sick of doing it? Sure hell yes.

But I know that my 9 months are not wasted, time well spent.

After 9 months, I have no idea where I be.

But I know I have a promise with my dear………our beach dream!

Nonetheless, my desire within this 3 years is to go UK to study or work.

Is just one of my hopes.

I know if I really want it, I will get it.

In conclusion, I am normal, coz I am not trying to act normal:)  

CoNfuSeD KiD!!

It really confuses me sometimes why do I still carry on doing things that I don’t like to do?

Is it in order to please someone, we have to scarifice oursleves?

Why do we do things just for the sick of others? Is this scarifice well worth? Is this all we must do to make others happy?

All of us have hopes, dreams and desires. And yet, we still couldn’t make a stand. Telling others how we really feel. It really saddens me seeing myself having to do things I don’t want to do, but nonetheless still doing it to pleases others. It is really not me. I want my freedom. Maybe I should bring forward my beach plan. At least by then, I could just do what i want. No one will interfere me.

I am really stressed. Even my hairsaloon lady could see it from my hair. The white hair are all coming out.

Or maybe I am just a person who can’t take stress? 

With a beach plan, I can have a free mind. Not think of anything. Just a carefree soul living in me. I wanna rest. It really stressed me up. Is tough I know. I know I can overcome it. But do I want to or not?

I am able to conquer it. But am I willing to conquer it?

Should I just quit everything and go forward with my beach plan? Or should I just work until I drop?

Afterall, I can’t get what i want. I only get something I don’t want.

Why not just choose my own destisy?

This is just a CoNfuSeD KiD blogging. I be fine after my sleep. So no worries. Just blarring only.