10 reasons why I…

1. Your smile… Still remember the 1st time i saw you. What attract me most was your sweet n lovely smile. Such happiness n joyous smile.

2. Our similarities… We have so many things in common. Our thoughts, things we like, interest, someone I can relate to.

3. Your independeness… You come to me as in independent lady. Someone who is not over-relying on someone else. Someone who can make decisions, Who will not simply change change just to make another friend. The uniqueness in you. Dare to be different.

4. The unprincess attitude… Princess attitude is something you don’t have. You won’t demand, demand and demand only. In a relationship, 1+1 is never 2. You are willing to give in for the relationship.

5. The mysterious… There is always something mysterious, something I can’t explain about you, that makes me want to know more of you.

6. I can’t continue further… coz U never gave me a chance/opportunity to know more about U. Guess after all these years, I still have not given sufficient assurance that I’m the right one for you. And I doubt I be given such chance ever again in the future.

Tearing Down the Wall between Us

The wall between us, was built by us brick by brick.

Every brick represents an incident, a bad news, a mis-unfortunate event.

 

But once a while, I spotted… I spotted a window of opportunity.

But the window moves and hides itself too.

I need to go search for it in the dark.

 

Now in anger and agony,

I want to tear down this Wall between us.

It will take time. It will take effort.

I am willing to put in my full effort just for you,

But are you willing to give me your time.

 

I’m not setting a deadline.

I have waited for so long.

Is much “more than 3 years” I waited, What is another much more 3 years.

 

But i asked myself, is it really worth the wait?

Am I given this opportunity.. in the first place?

Maybe I should just leave now and forget.

 

But I told myself that all this years and had tried to do so.

Yet, i still can’t forget about you.

 

I tried keeping myself occupied, with work and love.

But nothing or no one can replace you in my heart.

 

I’m trying my best, not to pressure you.

But are you willing to give me a chance… in the first place?

You say I’m too good for you.

But am I really that good?

Yet isn’t that what you are looking for in a guy?

Someone who is better than you, someone who will love you more?

 

Or whether all these words, were just a way of you rejecting me politely?

So I will retreat silently?

 

“Is now or never”, is what I always say.

But I do hope and pray, that you open up yourself and give me a chance.

Just this one chance, I ask for you.

 

Or is it… You never even like me?

 

Just tell me

And I will quit forever,

disappearing from you forever.

 

All just because you never even like me.

 

What can I say,

but that I’m just not good enough for you.

I confessed

I confessed.

Is up to her now.

reading the right signals

I need to read this signal correctly.

If i read wrongly, it be gone. ALL GONE… FOREVER!!

No one can teach me but myself.

I need to read the right signals.

Just Coz…

Just coz u r a lawyer, does not mean U know all the laws.

If U know all the laws, then i bet U never lose a case.

Just coz u was a lawyer, does not mean U can disrespect me.

If U are so great, then come back to practice and win a case against me.

Just coz u are my client, does not mean i will lick your @$$.

If U are so awesome, Why get a lawyer in the first place.

Please, how you want me to win a case for you if U don’t even want to disclose facts to me.

U expect to create miracles is it?

If U are the best, so high and mighty,

Then… Why do U still need me?